It Hurts....

It hurts when it's so close yet it's so far away,
It hurts when I'm the last thing on others' mind,
It hurts when I'm never the first thing on others' mind,
It hurts when people do not trust me,
It hurts when I'm losing faith in people,
It hurts when no one understands me,
It hurts when I don't understand others anymore,
It hurts when I hurt someone,
It hurts when I'm recognized for nothing,
It hurts when people makes me think that nothing lasts forever,
It hurts when people makes me think that humanity = selfishness,
It hurts when people hate me for who I am,
It hurts when I'm all alone in their laughters,
It hurts when I'm drowning in their words,
It hurts when I'm thinking what I'm thinking.
It just hurts.......